urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_cantfindmyway And It Will Be My Death. Kum 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:i_cantfindmyway:42830 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z thats life...<br /><br /><br />taking as much as you can and giving as little as you can back.<br /><br /><br /><br />NOT<br /><br />no no thats not life thats fucked, thats what that is.<br /><br /><br />i have came to the conclusion....that maybe im just sick of everything right now.<br /><br />i got really fustraited today not sure why...<br /><br /><br />who knows....<br /><br /><br />i dont even know who i like...which is kinda confusing, lets say.......<br /><br />she only talks to me when everything in her life is fucked up....and someone she manages to get her self in these fucked up situations..<br /><br />than thiers that person who i use to like...dunno why she's even talking to me?<br /><br />prolly cuz i said "FUCK YOUUUUUU" to someone and thier friendship and she wants her to be annoyed by it?<br /><br />i can read you like a book.....but hey...im like that too, well cept for i dunno....i might be alot more fucked up than you think...<br /><br /><br /><br />these friends...i seems i have them, but for how long?<br /><br />and even why..................who knows...<br /><br /><br />life is fun sometimes i say just start enjoying it now. i have alot to loose. i wonder what it's really like reaching rock bottom.<br /><br />i dont even wanna know what that's like. but im sure it's a unpleasent feeling...<br /><br /><br /><br />why am i not working out anymore...i really should be...